Ponders

Do you not know? Have you not heard?

The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth.

He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom.

He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.

Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.

They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. -- Isaiah 40:28-31




Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Insomnia?

Haven't been sleeping well for the entire week, down with some kind of insomnia. Probably I'm kinda stressed over some issues at work. That explains why I'm still up at this hour....

I'm also beginning to wonder why it's only Wednesday. I felt like I've been working for weeks without a break, though only 3 days have past.

Talking about which, CNY is just a couple of days away. The past few weekends have been all about spring cleaning, spring cleaning, and spring cleaning. I've divided the clearing up of my room into multiple stages and I'm finally left with only the 'window-stage' to be completed on the eve of CNY, before 2359 hrs. Clearing my room has left me in wonder (again - it never fails to amaze me every single year!) how someone manages to pile up so much rubbish in her lifetime.

Though cleaning up was horribly strenuous, nose-blocking and tear-inducing (due to the loads of dust collected), I had a nice time reminescing all the lovely old memories of secondary school days - the photographs that we TK netballers took, the letters that we wrote to each other... Those were the youthful, carefree days where we cared more about about trainings, competitions, team spirit, committment than we did of schoolwork and results (we did too, but only when they had to matter =P). I couldn't really remember much of school back then except those involving my ECA (which later became CCA, which was quite sound, 'cos we did spend more of our time on the courts than at home or in class).

But alas, I wonder what I have done to my life after graduating from secondary school. I somehow managed to detach myself from contact with all my teammates, even the few who were so close and dear to me back then. I had this sudden urge to contact my dear old friends and hopefully (though chances are slim) able to gather and gain back the lost times that I've squandered away.

That aside, it has always been about US at the beginning, but recently, it has been our family and us, which is a nice thing. The feeling is warm and cosy. I hope we can keep that up. =)

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