Subtle-ly, the wounds in the heart grows larger and longer. Am I so foolish to think that everything will always be alright, things will always be the same? Am I so naive to think that no matter how much tantrum I throw, how much complaints I make, I would be forgiven and still be loved, and nothing will ever change?
Foolish! The world is ever-changing, so is a person's heart. Relentlessly, even though unwillingly, the heart falters in front of anger and gives in to frustration.
The wounds in the heart weaken the resilience of the soul to go on. It's getting tough...
But the moment I see him, all anger fades. Though the heart still aches, wounds still sore, all will heal with time. Though pain is still lingering, that it hurts so bad, all will disappear with time.
Will things remain the same as before - I do not want to feel the wrenching pain again, neither do I want to hurt him anymore. Know I not. I can only pray to the Lord Almighty, to grant us with faith and perseverance, love and hope, that our souls and hearts, together in unity, may be toughened through tiny ordeals, and strengthened with the larger and more difficult ones.
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