A few more hours to photo shoot. Didn’t know there are so many things to prepare. Wanted to rest early, but after all the fuss, it’s already so late into the night… So glad that I have such a supportive family. Everyone were so glad to help in one way or another. So happy my mum was so eager to tag along to help me out with the changing of my gowns. Just kind of worried she will end up getting very exhausted from the sun and humidity.
All had been nice and fun so far. Except for the one big gnawing issue that plagued the both of us. It makes us both sad, yet there is nothing that we can do. I hope with no avail that things will be over. Every time I attempt a smile, every time I make a laugh the wrench in the stomach holds me back partially, reminding of this unresolved problem that threatens to engulf us.
Lord, bless us with the strength and patience to see us through these trying times. Grant us with wisdom, to be slow to anger, so that the other party may see and appreciate our efforts. Please Lord, let the other party be magnanimous and forgiving and open at heart (though I still think that I didn’t do anything wrong, ok… I shouldn’t say that). And I thank you so much Lord for my loving and wise mummy who is always there to support and advise me, regardless how badly things become. Not forgetting yq who, though in a difficult position, nevertheless restlessly cheers me up.
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