For the past 2 weeks or so, I've been getting kind of bored and unmotivated at work. Maybe 'cos work has been an insanely mad rush for me for the past 7 months, now that things have cooled down due to some delays, I really am not used to it. Think this 'cold' period should end no earlier than end August. Meanwhile, I can only keep myself occupied with a small scale report writing, which I t0TALLy dread...
To cope with this, guess what? I took 1/2 a day off from work today. Haha... Well, actually the decision came not totally because I'm bored, but 'cos THE headache is back. I think I've taken too many MCs the last couple of months, so thought it would be better for me to use a small portion of my already small number of annual leave (meager 6.5 days left for the rest of the year..... sniff.........).
But.......
After I got home, had my lunch, watched some TV and did some unnecessary stuff, I realised that I'm still bored. The feeling's even worse than the dreadful time at work. Tried to get some sleep but I couldn't. What's more, dear dear's still not back from his trip... sigh.. Kind of regretted taking the afternoon off. Didn't get much rest, the headache's still there, and I'm still restless. Have you ever felt like you want to do something yet don't want to do anything? I've got tons of books lying around that I can read, but I don't feel like it. There's internet to surf but I don't want to, there's the piano to occupy me for the entire afternoon, but I couldn't continue after the 1st song. What exactly is wrong?
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